why am I letting you affect me so much? I need to focus on my homework, but instead I’m more concerned in the fact that you won’t talk to me about what is bothering you. and then I think you’re a hypocrite cause you yell at me to talk to you about things that bother me, but you never do. this is just so frustrating and wish you would finally open up to me. this just makes me second guess a lot of things and I wish it didn’t, but it does. I guess it doesn’t matter to you, but I’m always here for you and wish you would talk to me about anything and everything that deals with you. hopefully some day soon, before it’s too late, you do.